Since I have been interested on my spiritual growth now for a long time, money is an issue that comes along all the time. If you are giving a spiritual service are you aloud to take money? If following my soul bath, how to make money. Some of the spiritual writings are saying that we should not concentrate on money, but more about having fun. That when you are having fun, money will follow.
For a while I so totally believed that! And what a stress I got! Oh my god! How to have fun and let the money follow?! And I have been thinking and thinking. What is it that I would do for free? What is it that would bring me the most joy? And that while figuring this thing out I should do jobs that are not align with my truth and just to do them in order to pay my bills.
As we all know money is something we need in order to exchange things in this world. It used to be so that we could exchange clothes for vegetables. Today, it is money! Wanting money does not make me greedy. It does not make me a bad person. It just makes me someone who is loving herself a lot! For me it is about understanding that money alone CAN NOT make me happy. Having it part of my life, does. But not like my happiness is dependent about how much money I have. I am a happy person already. More money will just make may life easier. That's it.
Too often we are stuck in the situation where you go to work, you get your salary, but.... you truly are not enjoying for making the money. Is just something that we have to do in order to survive. And that is so understandable and there is nothing wrong in that. It is what I am doing at the moment. But my dream is to, yes - to make money, but with something I truly believe in and that I truly enjoy.
I am not jealous to the people that have money. Everybody can do what ever they want with their money. It is not my business. My business is my money. The lack of it or not. My business is to how to make it and if I do want to enjoy while making it. It is a choice. My choice.
Thank god we are all different! Someone is so totally happy of going to the office and getting that monthly salary. Someone is ready to give it all up and go and live in a community somewhere. For some money is not a big issue, for some it is huge! I love that since there is something I can learn from each and every story I hear about money. And then listen to my soul about what is my truth between all these stories. What is my way of surviving in this life.
I have the experience of having the monthly salary. I have the experience of leaving everything and living with small income in a foreign country. I have the experience of living from "hand to mouth". What I don't have is the experience of having enough money not to think about it. So, I decided I LOVE MONEY and I want to have a lot - I want to be a "rich bitch" without the bitch part. And I do want to have fun while making that money!
For me it's going to mean that I would have several things on my plate. Not just one thing that I would do every day. No no no no sir! I would get bored in a minute! This is a good thing to recognize in me. This is my nature, I get bored easily. And again nothing wrong in that. It is just the way I am.
Well, as we all know, we all have dreams. Maybe they will come true in this life, maybe not. The main thing is to have them. For me having dreams is being alive. I love my life. With the money I am having now. Money is not that one thing that could make me happy. I am already happy with the small that I have. But, I also am willing to openly take in all the cash that comes my way. And not feel bad about it. This is how much I love myself. MONEY IS LOVE in action. Do you agree?
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